One of part of myself that I dread, is the jealous me. The more I control it the more I feel it. And I hate the feeling of not being able to do anything about it. All I can do is just glance at your computer screen and get angry at how you are able to hang that sweet smile on your face every time you see that little window pops up, just like you did when you first met me. I don't want to act like a bitch every time and give you that attitude, but sorry it is my only way to cope with my feelings.
Anyhow, finals coming up, and I am majorly fucked...feel like I didn't learn shit this semester :( but hey, summer is around the corner, and hell yeah I am looking forward to it (kinda).
the only way out is to either confront him and tell him its making you uncomfortable, or tolerate. but the latter is gonna build up and you might implode soon...OR you'll find someone who would make you smile during summer ;)
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